five thirteen in the PM hours.

i'm sitting in my bedroom. laying on my bed.
got some rap cranked.
candles lit.
it's kind of a weird, but nice atmosphere.

so today i spent the afternoon with joe watching horror movies n' talkin about life and shit.
it was nice.
he's a cool kid when he's not being obnoxious.
: )


i've got a slight headache, and a case of the "i don't give a fuck" tonight.
i suppose that's not a good thing.
but. . . in the honor of my complex. . . i don't give a fuck.
lolll.


i've realized a lot of people have drifted out of my life.
distance.
bullshit.
grudges.
shit like that.

and it's like.
well.
if they are not going to make the effort.
like i have for so long.
then. well.
fuck it.
fuck them.
i'm tired.
of chasing people.
i'm tired of trying to keep friendships together.
because of distance.
with no help, from the other party.
if you want it.
come get it.
if not
must not be that important to you in the first place.
so therefore.
goodbye.


yeah.
that is all.

peace.